Happiness Is all we have to achieve!

Ever since I have become of age I have always wonder what would happen the day I die? Will I be happy with all that I achieved in this world? As I thought harder and harder of these questions one thing that I came up upon was that I have always been scared to really be who I am and do to that sometimes I don't accomplish many of the things that I would like to accomplish. I have made a bucket list of my top 10 things that I would like to let my fear go for once and be able to accomplish these before I die.

1. Be the BEST mother I can be for my Son!

2.. Say sorry to anyone that I have may hurt either physically or verbally.  

 

3.Let go FOREVER of any grudges

4. BE ME all the time without caring what others will say.

 

5. Go Skydiving.

 

6. Go zip lining in the highest place possible.

 

7. Climb Mountain Everest   

8. Take a trip to Hawaii for the first time.

 

9. Travel the world.

10. Buy myself a brand new car.

 

My top numbers on my bucket list are things that I would like to get done for myself to be in piece with who I am. My most important thing as you saw Is to be and continue being the best mother I can be for my Son, teach him the values of life and the hardships. I want him to grow up to be a hardworking young man. I also want to be able to say sorry to anyone that maybe I hurt thru out my life, it could be either physically or mentally. Just for once in my life I would like to be able to be myself without being afraid of what other people might think of me or just to be judged by others. Then from there the next things on my bucket list would be things that I would enjoy to experience before I pass away,. These are things that I have seen others do but I have just never had the courage to do it myself. I think its about time to just think about myself and make myself happy for once.